What do you think about wiggers?(try to be positive)?

Well i am white and i have all wigger friends and black friends. I want to be like them so bad becasue i only listen to rap and just act like a wigger. I cant be like it though because my parents cant stand them and they cant stand anything like them. I cant wear the same clothes and buy the same things because my parents are so opposed to it. I really really want to though because its just me. and if i don't i am not stayin tru to myself. What should i do?